I know that at some times, I cause you pain, or anger, and I wish I could say I tried to help, I'm sorry.  I know that lately things have changed, and we have moved on, but I would like to hold on.  I would like to stay the same as many years ago, where we had no pain or anger. I would like to keep the strong bond we once had.  I wished for everything good to happen to us, but who knows what will happen next.  I want to tell you sorry, for all the pain I caused you, all the anger I provoked you to...I'm so sorry...