SORRY

Today I'm writing this to anybody that I've offended, anybody that I've hurt

I know nothing I'll say will reverse the pain that I've caused you but i'm really sorry and I hope you find it in your heart to forgive me

even if you will not forget.

Now tell me what does it mean to be me , beacuse I tried being me and I ended up being mean.

I am who I am not what you think I am, but I'm so sorry you got hurt because of me trying to be me.

I'm sorry I'm not that daughter you brought into this universe.

For the pain I put you through, and the tears  brought to you..... I'm sorry

I put you through hell and this I could tell.

I didn't do anything ti fix it. All I did was make you feel like shit.

I'm sorry for the lies, with that your soul just cries.

I'm sorry thats why I want to apologize just to make this relationship rise.

I am so sorry that I don't know what's wrong with me and I'm sorry I'm not the girlfriend you wanted me to be.

I'm sorry for being worthless just because you got me into dreams I could not afford

and eventually you thought I was in a bad mood trying to be rude and always having an attitude

Sorry for making you feel ashamed when you were with me, I apologize I couldn't be what you wanted me to be.

Bestie it hurts knowing that I can't do anything to make everything right, 

It breaks my heart knowing that I cant conquer the world with one hand without you holding the other.

Though I acted like I didn't care but ever since you left, it has not been easy.

When you left I had broken you into a million pieces, but thank you for inspiring me see my worth in every piece when I was broken.

Now we are both starting two separate journeys like we were never on one

and I'm sorry it's because of me.............I'm deeply sorry.

I've tried too many times but you still guided me,

I've showed you my sins, but you showed me your son,

I showed you pride but you stood by my side.

Why is it that you keep loving me? Because I'm not that thing you created me to be!!!!!LORD WHY??????

I apologize genuinely and I will understand if you push me away because I don't belong at all!!!

I'm not sure if I shoild be saying sorry, but let me say, Lord,,,, I'm sorry

You know sometimes I feel like I wanna fade away from this universe cause 

I'm done fighting, I'm done putting up with this because  how many times will I apologize,

how many times will I say sorry???

You know what,,,,,,,it's fine. None of this will reverse the pain that I've caused you. 

But I still hope you will find it in your heart to forgive me!!!!!!!!!

SORRY