Sorry for being a bitch

I apologize for being a bitch I know that sometimes I have a more neutral expression rather than smiling, and being overly perky. Sometimes, on a really bad day, I even look upset. Which I genuinely apologize for. I also know that sometimes I get the courage, the audacity, to speak my mind of course not without the precursor, “I'm not sure if this is even worth mentioning, but...” Yet still, sorry for being a bitch. I am aware that I am sometimes soft-spoken which gives the impression of my being standoffish while sometimes I talk too much and curse every other word. That's not very lady-like. So just an apology if that's okay, sorry for being a bitch