The Soul of the China Doll

Her smile was obligated Her eyes held so much pain, as if she was suffering For viewing this corrupted world Her heart couldn't love Because she tried that before, but ended up broken She had a horrible past that she wanted to forget but couldn't forgive She wanted to forget him, the one that made her like this She felt as if she had nothing to live for Her heart was molded like a 1,000 piece puzzle But with many missing pieces She was just like her heart BROKEN I was the girl Who knew how the world was really shaped I was the girl Who knew that the world wasn't a sphere, it was barbarous way of life I was the girl Who didn't believe in those fairy tale stories Where the handsome prince fell in love with the beautiful princess He made me smile a true smile that ran for miles He made my eyes light up with happiness He made me realize that i can love again He made me think of a future He made me realize i had something to live for The way he used to hold me against his chest and murmur loving words in my ear That made my heart flutter with love He found all the missing pieces to my grubby puzzle He actually fixed me as if I were a broken toy Was that all an act For me to fall helplessly in love with him? I thought that he loved me? I threw the key away with my heart But somehow he found it again That was the spare key The key opened up a new place in my heart a part that hasn't been touched in ages Why would he break something he fixed I thought that i was bonnie and he was my clyde I thought the he was my augustus and i was his hazel Infinity = forever He and i could never get back together What happened to not seeing a world without me To be infinity and beyond Poof just like that our love is gone I was the piece of rusted old china That grandma scorned you to get away from But the wooden glass case blocked me from the world But somehow this one boy had the key Nothing but love and sorrow in his eyes when he saw me He stuck the key into the wooden glass case He slowly reached for me His rough hands held me so close to his muscular body Tingles ran through my body igniting a powerful force from his touch Then his tingles vanished in thin air No emotion or feeling I realized i was crashing down to the floor BAM! I crashed hard down to the floor Turning into millions of pieces Scattered across the ocean Where I would not be found Im broken There laid a new piece of fine china where i once was laying gracefully in his hands I felt like a child's toy once played with to many times There would not be any use for it no more After that i promised myself to keep my heart locked up You can feel love But u can't see it Webs scattered through out my heart But sooner or later he will feel the pain of true heartbreak that i felt When he finds his true love But his true love was me all along he realized that a little too late He is now suffering from heartbreak We had something good till he messed it up Stares of sympathy The look in his eyes no longer showed love Regret , remorse rimmed his eyes I didn't have nothing to live for anymore He was my everything My vision My heart My other half My one true love But he didn't love me and i loved him and thats what made it sad As they say what comes around goes around I know now he's suffering from heartbreak now The heartbreak that caused me to jump off this bridge and killed myself...............