A soul separation, that's the best way to describe.
Never in a hundred years would I ever expect you to try.
I couldn't see my self to be closer to anyone.
No one knew everything that I told you, no one.
You were different, something that I felt deep down inside.
I fell so deeply In love with you, there was no where to hide.
She was everything I could have hoped for.
Until that day where love led the way, and slammed my face on that fucking door.
It's hard to forget someone who gave you so much to remember.
I was head over heels from the moment I met her.
I'm tired of acting like I can live without you.
Wondering what the hell I did wrong to feel so blue.
Living without you is like losing an arm.
Like if old McDonald never had his farm.
Like robin lost batman, like the sun left the moon.
Everything left my eyes, I was soon to be doomed.
I feel so broken, so broken beyond repair.
The one person I could talk to this about, isn't ever there.
My spiritual connection ripped out of my soul.
I can't eat sleep or think. I've never felt whole.
Where in the fuck did I go wrong to deserve something like this?
A long fuse of amazing memories and complete and utter distress,
Leading to a pile of exploding emotions that I don't know where to start.
I guess this is what it feels like when everything falls apart.