Souless nights empty days

Can't stop thinking about you I know that's something I shouldn't but how could I just let you walk away is playing heavy on my mind an tho he great I still think of you all the time it's like this broken heart won't heal and I just ignore the pain this empty space left no trace an I want to talk to you I wanna tell you that it always and only you and the tears I cry you never see the deep pains I feel you'll never feel an I wonder do you every think of me any more or has your heart ran out of space do you wonder about me or am I just a faded memory of a time an place did every really live me cause I swear you been the one I can't replace even if they standing in place an lord's knows I feel awful for this mess I've made of my heart and tryin my best to just let it go I've been this disposition for a long time now an the stands is still the same and what's really said is we just let it go with out a word no regrets except the fact I just let you walk away think everything would turn out fine you come back someday you'll come find me an stay but I guess I not the one in your heart thought you seem to hold mine even when where far apart I guess that's the price of living you should of held my heart closer to my chest should of never ever let you in two blows to the chest got me shell shock to the rest I care but there no heart to give what you do to me this is what you do to me this is what you do to me why can't I get over you why is that so hard to do can you look me in my face tell me you don't fell the same an maybe I get over you you think that I be over you see you with her and my heart say it ain't real he just doing the same thing you do cause no one want to be alone even if they fell alone no one wants to sit alone even if they heart ain't home but tell me why you do that can you tell me that your heart ain't I the same place can you tell me we made a mistake but that seem so hard to do tell me why you walk away maybe your heart ain't In the same place maybe you got it but I give you mine an lost it it's 4am where I at an what did I ever do to deserve so much pain when all I did was love with the best of me and you left me with the rest of me and now I am just empty