Happy chaos 

We crave it unconciously, naive to its desirable high

It keeps us going, living

The tears, terror, sufferences

Impact can change a mindset, flick a switch

Inhumanity, animalistic tendencies

Often missed in blind reasurance of a stable world

Unable to be crushed, a safe haven

Metal to skin

Blade to bone, tearing the very fibers of our creation

Opening up our red flush vulnerability

Breaking down the walls of comfort and no worries

The mind's eye exploding 

Our true selves, our darkest fears realized with heightened senses

An adrenaline rush

Debris is scattered and we suddenly realize

Happy chaos isn't so happy