To speak my mind or

To speak my mind or to write my thoughts gives me the opportunity to reach my unborn son. keeping my life steep bringing them in deep. telling my story will make my daughter free. free from thoughts that may hunt her, making her feel that she is all alone. the realities I write will give my mother hope that I am a person who has not the slightest clue of how to be. that her mistakes dont refelct on me. if i had not the ability to communicate other than verbally how would my father know that i am hurt and that he has abandond my soul. without my ability to read the loving words of my love how would i know that i am loved