Speechless

As in I don't have much to say or you keep getting in the way of my voice for I am broken spirited hope i don’t get attacked by my fears again star struck by the passion in your words not spoke of  I whisper to myself never aloud but just enough to be a audience to myself full of good intention i always forget to mention how speechless you make me feel this love thing aint never worked out for me your just to cool and i’m just that  fool to not see the lies i tell myself are not true i am so speechless the voice in my mind as toned down I have for you a truth one denied but inside freed for you are the flower and i am the sea never touching you but always longing to be there closer nothing words can say or do you are my muse behind the painting never really catching a glimpse of the dept in which I am truly speechless you don’t even know my name