The Start

There was a time, in the locker room 

The dreaded hate to change in front of my peers as my insecurities run out of my leaving clothes.

In search for my jeans to hurry up so I  can cover my biggest errors in myself 

And in this panic , in this chaos 

a girl calls out 

Wow, those are quite large. 

…..quite large 

Those simple word buried themselves deep inside me

Once upon a time when I look at a mirror I saw a happy girl who is proud to be herself 

Now when I look in a mirror my only screaming thought is 

Wow those are quite large