state of me

i feel as though i'm living living in myself and i desperately need need something and when i get it it's something else i think that pain pain is just a state of mind and it's just a matter of time till everyone leaves me till the world stomps out all my everything you could spend years putting your perfect world together and in an instant everything can go I’m going to cut all my ties to the world so when this happens again i won't be sad when my world is shattered i’ll be fine it's already been through a quake