To Stop Loving

Loving you is draining me

I know how much I can take

I thought I'd be alright

Never expecting anything back

I think I always knew you didn't love me

You didn't have to say it

Even if you denied it

I dont know I'd believe it

Not after everything

I'm ashamed to even look at you

Knowing what I've done, to me and to you

And knowing I enjoyed it

We can't have a normal conversation

We don't smile at each other

I can't take it any longer

I love you

But I have to stop