STOP RUNNING AWAY

I know you may feel like a burden whenever you speak your mind. You feel like no one appreciates you whenever you speak your mind. Even though they tell you that they want you to speak your mind. You need to find a way to appreciate the way you speak your mind. Because it will take you a long way, whenever you speak your mind. I've been seeing you go through a lot lately. A death in the family, and drama through blood. I know it can be a lot for you to handle. And a lot you don't want to take in. But you have to make way for the dark clouds to be able to win. Progress will come with pain. Being yourself will come with loneliness. You will have a lot of dark days. But you won't solve them by running away. You have a friend that you truly care about. You would do anything for her on anyday. So why would you give that up, when you know she really appreciates you. I know you're not use to people wanting to win beside you and cheer you on for a better revival. I know it's different for you. Because you're use to everyone turning their back on you. But she isn't everyone, she's something different. And it almost brought tears to my eyes when you said you might be leaving your friendship behind. Don't let a little love destroy your friendship. She loves you too. And she proves that through her actions. And you prove it through yours. Your both are made to be friends, don't throw away a true friendship because of your insecurities. You work through that as a adult. And you rise up as a man. You learn from your mistakes, then you go for it again. Always appreciate the little things like friendships. Because they could go a long way, if you're patient. So whenever you see your friend; tell her you love her. And give her a hug. And say I appreciate you.