Storm

Why do i keep doing this?..writing/..i'm presuming, assuming it is not like it's amusing or exciting/.. 

it's more like time using, tongue biting and comsuming/

..what is my mind fighting? why am i fuming when it should be igniting like illuming lightning? 

releasing these feelings like i'm lightening/

..looming high from my vision of sight it can be quite frightening, tightening and glooming/

..resuming another day that i've already worn, so i warn you all!

 

As i ask my deity this willingly in negligence...How can my spontaneity space in time have such diligence, yet i don't get the thrill of it's elegance? i can tell you this in reference.. I'll step on all the mighty elephants with great reverence.. My heterogeneity is Cos3, and he's the mc of high eminence, He has the evidence it's not in intelligence of knowing the elements, that has no relevance to what create us! It's the ones we spend it on and they waste it! WHY? just because... They can!...well I... also have a can to open too, I can use words that degrate but life with such hate was not ment for my fate... or was it?   

 

On 9/23/17 i felt numb, as he came with them/ i watched her go, virgo drop with the sun/ way out appeared the one son! And GOD said "come!", to the king of our kingdom/ the lamb got cast up n' the dragon he got struck down/ i should have not brought my wife, my life around, to that event/ Revelations 12 has GONE went.. yes! it was an amazing sunset, but since that day my Faith, Hope and all i believed in is at stake/ I'll accept that, Fate the take/ IT'S MY MISTAKE! now look around, life has flipped up side down! to make../ me doubt. GOD :( i don't and i won't) "i'm proud" ;) inside my odd head it's loud, i can't even scream, to shout!/ i try yelling, telling them to get the f@$k out!/..i don't deserve this/ i'm like rare platinum not worthless/ in my mind i'm to headstrong for them to find any wrong/ curse us!/ i know where i belong, where i'm going/ there's a plan for this prolonged knowing/ a purpose/ i feel anxiety, nervous and completely wordless for society on the surface/ They are all headed for the furnace/ perhaps i need to acknowledge the wattage of this knowledge/ Now i'm on the ledge unpaired but i'm not scared/ i'm prepared compared to most/ my care is repaired... fuck almost.../ but i'm so close to becoming an internet ghost to infect the main host from coast to coast/ TOAST! the system secretly sinning/ Today maybe the day of a new begining/ I say that while grinning because i control the winning/ it's the bottom of the nineth inning and my stomach has a spinning feeling/ These visions imprinting, revealing my healing faith to the absolute ceiling/ It's the dealing to cope i find appealing/ Concealing words of hope throughout/ No Unfeeling of doubt even though i may strikeout/ i like the route i've taken and forget the forsaken/ as i reawaken stealing plenty of this pervasive energy that surrounds me/ it's astounding, how i can take in all that is around me/ Mistakingly it tries to drown me, down me but i profoundly overcome any obstacle/ i'm the oppisite of identical to any man/ and/ my inner Temp is subtropical like i-ran/ i will melt them all like a popsicle just because i can/ microscopically i change matter/ Damn!/ i basically split shatter scatter rearrange each particle in a areonautical way/ i climb life's ladder/ creatively, i will always stay/ persuasively flatter have something to say/ i'm No cliche/ so anyway..have a good day today okay ;)