The Story Of My Life

Your sanity has a power surge. Diversity stalls but does not merge. A dark black heart is blind. Evils destiny you can not find. Cold, hard, tainted, and polluted. Disturbed, unearthed and uprooted. Wicked, unforgiven, sadistic, & disgusting. Damned, cursed, trapped, and untrusting. Hated, envied, violated, neglected, & boring. Unpure, despised, frozen & sassy. A good heart is big...it glows. Generosity, kindness, love it shows. Admired, sacred, and believed it's told. Warm, forgivable, blessed, & golden it knows. A smart mind can understand the logic. No need to have shame or be apologetic. You didn't know I get it. Confusion and deceit from the past. Common sense and theory is cast. Intellect and truth is that. Open, relentless it will attack. A life you don't want back. Complication never lacks. Riddle and puzzles to solve. Clues and mysteries undissolve. Mechanical games play still the same. Exit the way you came. The big picture is through this door. It vibrates through the floor. The presence tolerates The monster my past child life violates. A perverted nature corrupts My pure existence. A vision unbelieved. A nightmare unforgotten never leaves.