The Struggle

The struggles of life vary person to person. "I can't pay rent" to "I hate my extravagant life": Those inevitable thoughts. "If you hate it so much, change it," They said. But the only person you can change is yourself. No Father; No Mother; No one to care. Lack of a home; Lack of life; Lack of wanting to live lives there. In my mind; In my soul. I know I must beat- But how? I long to live for other. Fulfill a deep passion to care. Love where there is hate. Peace where there is violence. A way to give all my love, When I've never felt it before. No money, Happiness is my reward. To give joy where there is hopelessness And security to lost souls; Something I've never known.