struggling within

Hoping to pop another pill in your mouth and just swallow

but then someone pops in and you try to act mellow 

You  have endless struggles 

and feel selfsh sometimes trying to take your life 

but then you realize you have a husband or wife 

its more then something then the way of life 

you dont even want eternal life no more

it then comes to feel like a chore 

having to live for somebody knowing your not worth their time

its like war with your conscious 

struggling to rely to lore yourself in

it all depends on the strength within