Stuck

Why is it so hard to walk away With all of the angry words and screaming The exit sign is always beaming But do I go, no Is it the fear of being alone Even though that's how I feel with the sound of his tone Scared of what tomorrow will bring Will it be sunshine or rain It hasn't always been bad Only when he starts to get mad To him I'm the ground to spit on But do I go, no Month after month I stay Hoping this anger will fade away I am always wrong, If I try to say I am right That leads to another fight Why do I feel so empty when he's gone I listen to a sad song Then call to apologize We mend ties Back to the start Maybe I'm not so smart