Stuck in the middle

I won't choose I won't lose It shouldn't be this way We're not in a war. Somehow Somewhere it's a never ending battle And I'm stuck in the middle. You threw me in the fire You pushed me in the pit This time it's real A path you chose, not I! Slowly melting Slowly dying My heart aches from pain Each and every night. It's not your betrayal It's my life But You always force My mistake. I know what I want For the first time, for once. But you always get your way And others have to pay. I'll never understand your hurtful words And glares I wish you could see Where I'm coming from. At this point In this life I wish I wasn't born. You put me here With all your might And now I'm stuck, in the middle.