A sudden remembrance

The wind shrilled through her hair making it flow like waves on a undisturbed beach. Somehow synchronizing our steps we walked. We left no trace of where we were going ‘cause we didn’t want to be found. I heard a frightening sound that sent chills up my spine like the skin was going to jump off my back. It was her. She was on the ground. Screaming. I dropped to my knees like the tears from my eyes. I looked at her face that was in pain. I somehow seemed to see all our memories flash by. How she had loved me and I had never loved her back. How I was stupid, How I made her feel because of it how she became suicidal, and I didn’t want her to die, But now she is. Not by her own hands, but by another. A darkening shadow loomed over me. I saw her eyes glance behind me, before they swell shut from the pain. My own memories flashed by, because I was sure I was going to die. Because after all this time I did love her, And I now would never be able to tell her that. My hair matted to my face as it began to rain, I took her to my lap and screamed. I screamed for her, And I screamed in my own pain as a bullet passed into my veins.