Suicidal Thoughts

It's a sunny day out

But all  see is the rain

To you, Im crazy

But for me I'm in pain

Wake up in bed

And Stare t the walls

Fr all that I know

There is no hope

I've turned to Counselors', medcations, and God

To you, I'm bessed

But to me, I'm dead

Just a dead man walking with a price on his head

Not sure if I'm sick

Or just born this wa

 I don't feel alive

I feel I'm existing

God knows I don't wanna do this

But this devil on my shoulder just won't go away

try to be slick

Hide my emotions and thoughts, cause

All these thoughts,

Are thoughts that make me tick