Surprise

Wow what a surprise. you're the cause of my demise should have known it wouldn't end well its pretty sad i truly couldn't tell. What a surprise, no one understands, the struggle to constantly make ammends its as if a teenage girl can't complain your sympathy, all she wishes to gain trying to find ways to express herself yet always seeming to threaten her mental health. They all watch, they all stare at her wishing more than anything they could be her Surprise my life isnt perfect a pretty face and good grades may seem worth it yet no motivation and no drive makes me forget sometimes why i'm even alive. Surprise, i actually break sometimes underneath the sarcasm i'm dying for a life line reach out your hand and take mine Surprise, you already did, you just came into my life. Surprise, never felt so loved feels like a gift from god above surprise, with one good thing happening the rest of my existence starts catalyzing surprise, maybe most people cant understand but maybe everything isnt so bad. Surprise, seems as if all is saved today i won't dig my grave. Surprise, now its so easy to go on all he ever does is call me "the sun" Surprise, I'm starting to believe it too I finally can achieve all i wish to do.