Sword

How you feel now does not erase what you accomplished and overcame. What no longer feels real does not change that it happened. Your demons always need fighting every single day. They are not called demons because they are easy to conquer. Because today's is more terrifying does not mean yesterday's was not overcome. It is all real. The good ominous perpetual. The point is to keep moving forward in the chaos and confusion. and forward is in the direction of the demon with a sword in hand.