Taboo

In my mind I am commiting A Taboo A Taboo That I have thought Over and Over Again Why must I come To Have Something more than I already have With this Charcter Why must I feel pain and Depresstion When I see They Have recived A messanger pigeon From the Loved charcter That has Taken my Taboo I want To shrivel up In a ball And cry I want to say What my taboo is To this person but I'm Afraid That I will never See Them again I don't Want that In my pocket Techo I have Written My feelings Exactly How they where When I saw That bird..... Why must I be have These feelings For this Taboo.....?