Take care of him

To the girl he loves after me, 

 

Please take care of him. He is fragile, but is one of the most caring and generous people you will ever meet. He has a hard time talking about his feelings so do not force him to talk about them, when he is ready he will come to you. Be easy and patient with him. Make sure he knows you care. He loves long good morning messages and long goodnight messages. If you can’t find anything to watch when you are with him just play some Rick and Morty, he absolutely loves that show, it’s one of his favorites. He will never want you to buy him anything or ever want you to spoil him, he loves it, but is just too stubborn to admit. Before he falls asleep his talking slows and his voice deepens. Don’t be upset if he falls asleep on the phone with you, he will fall asleep anywhere at anytime. It is really cute. When he is stressed he likes alone time, he isn’t ignoring you, he just needs some time to himself for a bit to think about things more clearly. He is very outgoing, if you ever go camping with him, which I bet you will, he will talk to pretty much anyone around. He loves ice cream, his favorite kind is Cookie Dough, with extra cookie dough of course. He loves his animals a lot. His cats are his babies, he has three. He loves his dogs just as much, he has three of them as well. 

I hope you are able to fall in love with the way his lips curl as he starts to form a smile, oh god his beautiful smile. His eyes will squint a little bit just before he has a true laugh, not a forced one. If he laughs too hard his breathing gets heavier and his eyes sparkle as they flood with tears of joy. He will like to tease you and joke around with you a lot, don't worry he can take what he dishes out. Watch the way his eyes light up when he see’s you, they will glisten in the light, and you will never want to look away. His touch is almost addictive. His hands and head are always warm, but his arms and legs often feel cold. The way his heart beats is almost like listening to an orchestra playing just for you, which every beat you will fall deeper in love. He isn’t too good at replying right away so be patient he will try his hardest. When he has a rough day at home, school, or anywhere make sure he knows that you are there for him and that you love him more than he could imagine. Make sure he knows how special he is to you. He loves to look at memes. If he hasn’t texted you back for a while it is because he either has fallen asleep or is looking at memes. It can get irritating, but as you fall more in love you will learn that it is one of his many qualities. 

He is a nerd. Not a school nerd, but a video game genius. He has so many different gaming devices sometimes it is hard to keep track of which game he plays on which. As he gets more comfortable around you he will be more open to discuss mostly any topic. The way his fingers intertwine with yours will be absolutely breathtaking, and the way his arms wrap around you will keep you asking for just a few seconds longer. His sweet voice will give you goosebumps with just how sweet it truly is. 

To the girl he loves after me, I wish you two the best. I hope that he will open up to you more. I hope that he treats you just as kindly and great he had treated me. I always wished that I would never have to think these things, but please take care of him. Don’t let him slip away, he is special, unlike anyone else you will and have met. Love him with all you can. 

 

Sincerely,

The girl he "loved" before you