Taking Back My Power

I dont have time to waste tissues crying over u and feeling dead inside.

I have to focus on me and leave you be.

I will not destroy me like have done in the past.

I need to get over this fast.

No dwelling.

You dont care then i will learn to stop.

Let what i feel drop til it means nothing.

Of course i will miss you.  Feeling fragile, feeling so small.

Realizing what wasted time it was to give u my all.

My fractured heart never wanted to start.

The feeling of opening my heart and then needing a crash cart.

It leaves me more broken.

Not even being shown a token of appreciation.

Then to find u couldnt care less.

Turned my shredded heart into an even bigger mess.

The stress makes it not likely I will let anyone in again anytime soon.

I have my own issues.

It will pass. My heart will no longer feel like shattered glass.

I will be fine.

Eventually my feelings will be mine.

It all will take some time.

Tasmia 10/09/2016