Tangled Emotions

I'm stuck in every emotion; my mind is like a roller coaster, coasting down south into my thoughts, easing into depression. I need to find happiness, because only the happy ones enjoy life despite of all the madness. I need to find the light at the end of this dark tunnel, before my saneness crumbles. My body aches from the sound of your voice fading away. My heart calls your name, begging you to stay. And I know we have something different because everytime you try to walk away from me, the force of gravity pulls you to back close to me, so the law of gravitation couldn't even compare to us . But no physics behind it, baby, it's only chemistry. Because you and me make a chemical that no one can test, we are clearly one of the best experiments with no faults proven. So why would you try to walk away from me? Because as long as I can breathe, my lungs inhale and exhale to see you run to me with ease, not to see you leave. And because of the love we make, I can taste you on my tongue every day, even when I try to part my lips, to say I hate you, but I know damn well that I love you down to my fingers tips, and through my body. And I try to swallow my pride, and hide every emotion that you matted onto my heart, even though I want to show them off and tell the world how I much love you. I would scream until my heart gave out and my face turned blue. But how you walked away from me so quickly, I knew that I was the only one loving. So I'm stuck in every emotion.