TBH...

 

To be completely honest, I don't want you. I just want your soul, your love, your passion. To be completely honest, I want what you can give me. I want the life, the family, the safety of your arms. To be completely honest, I want what comes with loving you. I want the pain, the joy, the ups and the downs. To be completely honest, I really don't need you. I know who I am, I love who I am, and I love who I'm becoming. To be completely honest, while I don't need you I still need you. I need you to grow with me, I need you by my side as I succeed, I need you to be by my side when I fail. To be completely honest, I can't stand yo ass. I hate that I love you, you make me smile when I'm angry at the world, you never let me forget that we are in this together when I wanna go it alone. To be completely honest, I never saw this coming. I don't like to feel, this scares me, the way you look at me scares me. To be completely honest, I'm happy this is happening. You clearly care for me, you challenge me, love me. To be completely honest, I can't lose you. You are a part of me, I can't see a day with out you, you are mine. To be completely honest, I love it when you put it in park. Remind me that it's just me and you, no one can control us, remind me that we can always work it out. To be completely honest, I love it when we make plans. The dog's name, where we live, how many kids. To be completely honest, I like when you're jealous. Show me that you will fight, show me how much I mean and that you will never let me go. To be completely honest, I will never show you this. I'm to scared, I don't feel, you think I'm kidding. To be completely honest, I love you. To be completely honest, I can't be with you. To be completely  honest I will hurt you. To be completely honest, I will hurt my self. To be completely honest, we are so right that it's wrong. To be completely honest, I love you. I LOVE YOU. To be completely honest, none of this matters. To be completely honest...