Tell me am I what you want

So this is who you want

A girl that let herself so many times, that she's afraid to get up

A girl that cries out for help so silently that Gods doesn't even hear

A girl that let 'i'm sorry' be her weakness after it has been told more then i Love you

A girl who have dreams but seek no hope

So this is who you want

Lost in a world where tears feel like an only escape

so this is who you want

Being doubted by her mistakes instead of kudos for her achievements

Being tossed by emotions and hit with feelings

letting words speak louder then actions

Is this really who you want

falling in love with failue that she dont know its eating her away

accepting so less that she by passes the best

In and out of a hospital for a man that's not her husband

tell me? is this what you want?

Having more excuses then reasons on why it happended

Covering and unfixable heart with a broken smile

Letting materials be her guide instead of the word of God, which is being thrown at her everyday

Finding love in somone who claims they care

Are you still there??

Tell me what you want

Tell me is this who you want

Sleeping in must from the sweat of that guy who sent you home after he was finished with you

Crying and crying everynight that makes up doesn't cover the sweling

WHY ARE YOU SO SILENT??

Then a voice so soft says 'it that you?'

and she breathes deeply and says yes, are you going to run away too?

and the voice said 'No, i'm here to exscape you from your past and brighter your future."

Is this who you want, A MAN, that wil be here forever and love you unconditionally?

The girl was me, and i said Yes!!