terminated

Helpless, clueless and innocent,

but in you i found a helper.

fearless and could not faint,

cos in you i found a shelter.

trully you where my hero,

and i already learnt to love you at age zero.

I so longed for the day  i would get to meet you,

cos long was each day i spent in you.

though i was subconscious, i loved you subconsciously,

truelly i thought you loved me unconditionally.

my mom to have been did you even felt the slightest emotion for me?

or where you just so unconfortable with me.

did you really had to get me terminated,

thus, stoping my potentials from being manifested?

Or did it ever occur to you that i could have been a potential handsome boy, or a beautiful girl.

maybe a boy who would bring you joy in the morning,

who would call you mom like non. but now im gone for you have ripped us apart.

or a girl who would dearly love you and take care of you in old age,

who would call you mom like non.

maybe you never really wanted me.

maybe you wanted me but i came at the wrong time.

maybe atually what you failed to see, was that i did not choose to come on my  own.

just found myself in your womb, and i never complaianed.

i could have been a compesation for your violations,

a gain in place of your pains,

an everlasting source of jubilation in place of your fustrations,

an angel to frame your shame to fame.

but these possible aspirations became dellusions over night because of abortion.

well mom to have been, i have forgiven you,

I only wish i was given a chane to live.