I no longer think that a relationship is good
I no longer see marriage as my goal
I no can no longer want love in my life
I thought you guys had a fantastic relationship
I saw that I wanted a marriage just like you
I wanted a love that would never simmer down
But thanks dad.
I thought leaving for Texas would mean a better life, not a place to cheat on your wife
I saw every fight you had with mom, it always replayed in my head late at night
I wanted to call the police when your love drained from your body as you hit her
But could not.
I think that all that I could forgive to help me heal
I see that you are trying to move on with a new life and new woman
I want love to be there and be good to me
Please dad, why did you mess this up for me?