That's all because of you

It is just started, now it's ended

Nine days i need to wait

Sarcasm always happen

But please not in this way

Lord, I love him Lord

I love the way he walks

The way he talks

The way he reads

The way he always with me

But wouldn't say anything

The way he listens to me

To all those silly stuff that i made

I dont like him be with other girls

Including my best friends

But I couldn't say anything

Because he's not mine

I don't like the way that he stopped texting me

Just randomly and I have  no idea why

I am a girl, too. I have feelings

But I wouldn't say anything

For my pride is up high

I hate that I am always the one started everthing

I am the "guy" in this relationship

I am not a brave girl

But you made me change

My love is killing me

I have no words for that

I happily let it kill me

And the killer is not others but you

I care about nothing more

Since you are my life

You are the last chamber in my heart

For one is for my Lord God,

One is for my family,

One for my best friend,

And the last one is for you

I will never stop lovin you

This is not a promise, this is the truth

And the truth is all true

To the end of the day.