THE INIQUITY OF MY SOUL AS I DECIDE TO LET YOU GO

Let me sow my seed of love, In you my beloved I can tear apart all the past Just to make you happy You made me a homeless being Though I have found An irreplaceable parcel I searched through thick forest Only to hear the whispers of the dark As they echo towards my grief I have torn just one piece That could have set me free As I see my heart shatter and bleed The cravings in my voice Can make me reverse Into a manipulative being Making me release the demon in me That never aligns with my dreams I set ablaze a brighter chapter Skipping through the meadow Seeing all the butterflies Fascinated by how the world Could be such a prick in my veins Crying all day Wishing this was a nightmare Hope it can wash away Sorrow rhymes With the waves of the sea Shaking with terror How could this be? The heart and the soul When I step out But within that closed doors Is a girl who has broken down Like a car engine that refuses to fire up Till the sun goes down Buried in my thought and actions Knowing I had let myself down, Weakened by what I call distraction That has torn my ego I knew it was time to let go Screaming as if I could taste the pits of hell Claiming that I still have stories to tell Revealing a secret that makes me Shine just that bright Leaping in joy as I see The blind receiving their sight Terrified that I might lose you I had no choice but To face the truth Picking up a play fight I knew I had to use all my might Just this once In my heart I know I'll miss you Though he abandoned me I won't let that cause a boundary with my dear dreams That will soon come to reality AHH!! The guts in me, have begun to speak As I gather the pieces of life in just one wink Completely mesmerized in my imagination As the symphony of hope Aligns with my destination.