ther is no where to

ther is no where to go.

how did I get here

i don't think this is the bottom 

but this is the closest I've ever been.

it's hot

and cold

all at once

even when I sleep 

cold sweats

I can't even take care of my body anymore.

I don't have anyone to turn to

my little brother?

that's probably my closest friend right now.

and that's not saying much.

lost evr

everything is coming back

the lonliness

mainly

but now

I've matured

and I have better ways

to taunt my lonliness

I've picked up some habits

lost just about

everyone

who ever cared

the slightest

of course that's all i have now

a few people

who kind of care

no best friend

no friends

at all