TheseAreMyConfessions

Fuck, I'm a worthless piece of shit My enemy is myself and I'm a prisoner of my own mind I feel as if I'm a disappointment to everyone I don't blame them If I was them I'd give up on me also I'm a fucking hard headed idiot I want someone to live in the deepest part of my mind where all the bad thoughts are so they can stop them like a dream catcher before I feel the pain I mean who was I kidding? No one would ever fall in love with me, that's just stupid I see beauty in everything, but me When you weren't just a star to me, you were my whole damn sky I always try to make people happy so they never feel as shitty as I do Curiosity killed my innocence Over thinking killed my happiness Insecurities killed my self esteem Lies killed my trust Stereotypes killed my individuality Hurt killed my heart And judgement killed me The pain is inevitable I'm a nuisance, so I hear I know every thing happens for a reason Sometimes I just wonder why I happened because as of right now, I have no reason I guess all I'm saying is, truth is I have no inner strength to keep me stable