Thin line between love and hate

I fucking hate you because you make me so fucking vulnerable I fucking hate you because you're the only one who I've had these feelings for I fucking hate hate because around you I get super nervous and I feel like I can't breath I fucking hate you because you smile that sweet smile I fucking hate you because you buy me flowers and you write poems for me I fucking hate you because I melt when you say my name I fucking hate you because you are the the only one that knows the real me I fucking hate you because you don't understand how important you are to me I fucking hate you because you bought me a ring and asked me to marry you I fucking hate you because you're the only one who can end my sentences I fucking hate you because when you kiss me you take me to heaven I fucking hate you because you make me feel like I'm the only one for you I fucking hate you because when you touch me I feel like I'm on fire I fucking hate you because you remember the first song we heard together I fucking hate you because you enlighten everyday of my life I fucking hate you because I can't wait to have your child I fucking hate you because you know I will never leave you I fucking hate you because you are the best thing that's ever happened to me I fucking hate you because I FUCKING LOVE YOU SO FUCKING MUCH! <3