THINGS AREN'T AS THEY SEEM

The conversation was unpredictable 

The tears came from the unknown

Some days I smile but want to cry all day 

I rather these feelings stay hidden than shown.

The confusion of the mental , physical , and emotional games 

We could never be serious playing this way.

Are we moving to fast?

Are we moving to slow ?

Do you want to be in a relationship?

So now you don't know?

When I lay in your bed you knew what you wanted then or when we looked into 

each others eyes and say " I LOVE YOU " 

I believed you were ready then I guess it was a mistake 

we were moving too fast at a rapid pace

now I feel shame and a discrace 

The tears fall for days , hours , or even decades 

I ask myself each and everyday 

Why? What? When? and How?

can a women so beautiful be lied to and fooled 

to believe that lust was love and affection was some part of caring 

LOVE HAS NO FACE , FEELING , OR SOUL JUST KNOW THAT IT COMES AND IT GOES