Thinking

So I’m in deep depression now There’s nothing I can do about it I’ve been sleeping all day I get real tired when I’m this way. I start thinking and thinking And my mind goes crazy From the same thought Over and over— What would things be like if I ended my life today? I stare, and I stare I think everyone Who loves me hates me, Who wouldn’t care If I just disappeared one day I think and I think— Wouldn’t it be better if i Just went away