Thinking, it seems like it

Thinking, it seems like it is all i ever do. 

I dream and scheme, and it seems like nothing gets done. 

I wish more than anything more than life I wish to know. 

To know where I am going.

To know if I will find love. 

To know if i’m on the right path. 

So many questions, not a lot of answers. 

Will i forever be on the outside looking in, or will someday I find the place where i belong. 

I’ve been in different groups and yet it seems to stay the same. 

I’m not good at anything, and yet others think i am. I guess, and hope i am right, and when i fail i’m miserable.

I don’t like failing, and that's what i can’t seem to stop doing.

I know failing is just a way of learning, but i take it personally. 

I have a fixed mindset like that. 

I should try to challenge myself more.