Thinking Out Loud

It’s hard to get over you

I wish this wasn’t true

I’m tired of all the sad nights

Always feeling blue

I hate not having you

It makes me feel sick

But I see you moved on now

You got yourself a new chick

It’s my turn to move on now

So I find myself a new man

He’s cute and seems funny

This sounds like a good plan

I worked hard to find out his name

I asked the whole town

But once I finally got it

I saw nothing could be found

Maybe our first encounter was my only chance,

But I blew it

I keep trying to reach him

But there’s nothing left to it

Why do you get to be happy

Cuffed, with a new gilr

While I’m over here always crying

Feeling like I don't belong in this world

As if I’m worthless,

And no one will ever love me

I have to wear makeup and do my hair

So, I won’t feel ugly

All of my confidence

And all of my happiness are gone

But he gets to walk as if

Nothing was ever wrong

He knows how emotional I can get

But doesn’t even ask questions

We’re barely friends and I know

Those were his intentions

I know everything isn’t my fault

But that’s how I feel

When am I going to open my eyes

And see that this is actually real

That our relationship is actually done

And we’re not going to be together

How did it get this bad, but most importantly

How can I make it better

Because all the heartless moments

And awkward silence, doesn’t have to be

I just think to myself

Why is this happening to me?

I know what I did was wrong

But I can’t say sorry forever

I know this is the end but, I ain’t going to lie,

I wish we were still together