ThisIsNotATitle

This darkness I see and feel everyday gets to the point that it becomes overwhelming

Seeping over my eyes, clouding my judgment, and gaining control of my soul

I can't do it anymore. This self loathing becomes a burden to bare

Trying to find the motivation to get up everyday, is like trying to find a needle in 

a hay stack, Tedious.  These walls, they are closing in on me, and I can't breathe.

I try to take a gasp for air, but it's like the devil and every being around me is 

taking every bit of hope that I have for this God forsaken world. And so I suffocate.

They watch me drown in my own sorrows as I fall slowly in this abyss of nothingness

gasping for air. And so I stay by myelf in a world of black realizing that this is just

the same as a deep depression grabbing hold of me and never letting go. My will

is as weak as can be, so my strength is no where to be found. I'm stuck here and

there is no going back.