Thought

Never thought things Would end up like this So close to truth Yet so far way I close my eyes And pull away Sure of getting hurt Knowing I’m not okay With every breath taken Every thought pushed aside Leaving this part of my life behind Killing me a little more each time All that’s was left to find Are our dreams forever? Lost in time To a future where Everything is ok. Now it all been pushed away To a place where The crazy teenagers We used to be Fell so deep in love Been pulled away Now we're falling apart with the truth just Buried beneath surface Between all its lies the betrayal so deep Eating me alieve the pain of a broken heart Never facing our fears Tired of the lies The glances yet Never expressed We knew it was goodbye The truth written all over your face If only you spoke up Instead of being replace Maybe there could have been a place Instead of being frozen inside Your feelings Locked up didn’t even Know if you even cared Only took a month For you to forget everything We had been threw Thought it all was lost. Didn’t matter anymore Our futures were so close At hand All that was left Was for me To give you up Protect the truth Cause I loved you Never thought we end up like this My heart running from the truth You moved on 2 months After me really thought You were over me? Thought this was best For every one Dealing with this Burden for everyone Living with the guilt So you could be happy Instead went a little crazy Made a few mistakes Let people know What was pain for me? Cause truth made me So lost inside Angry with the world And upset with you For all that happened Blaming you Instead of dealing with the truth Your future was close at hand So it slipping so fast Right on by my fingers It could been over in a split second My heart breaking with the Next choice made Every moment passed My life forever changed deciding to seeing straight For the first time in a long time that it can't be Clearly for once Letting go everything we were Locking up my love Cause it only took 4 months For me to fall for you For all this happen my strength was tested So knowing lying was all it took for me to fool you to Protect the truth To keep my secret made realize what always been left To deny the truth That I’m love with you Only so you can find what is left inside Carla Nicole Strader