Thought...

I wish i had another time or place

but most of all a chance to turn back the days

back to when were good

but leave me with the brains and ability i have now.

Maybe I would have forgiven you longer

Maybe i would have held you tighter

and loved you stronger than ever.

 

This pain is going to be the death of me

If i had a choice i would get rid of it

but you're not even close to being by my side

so at least i can make things right

I hate myself now more than i ever hated you.

 

The thought of never seeing you again

is what i keep avoiding

but it's the bitter truth

that i just don't want to hear.

 

Your voice still rings in my ears

like you're right here

and that kills me

because i look around looking for your incomparable face

but all i see is me and an empty world

without what was once my completion.

 

All i do to try and fill my emptiness

Is just sit and listen to our song

but i slowly die inside

because it just doesn't work

I feel even more empty.

 

Listen! Im half a heart 

and i know my other half is there where you are

Every dream of you has me waking up

with my hands tight on my neck

trying to choke myself and die

but God help me!

 

But at the end of all this,

Im trying to be positive

being sure there is still something to hold on to

but im still not sure of it

My love for you is relentless

and i don't think anyone will ever take it.

This poem is about: 
Me

Comments

AaronADoll

This poem is heartbreaking! I can relate to this poem so much, this brings so many

good and bad feels! I love it ~!

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