Thought Walls

I can feel them creeping like spiders around me

Only to end my daze in space

When I’m moving through 

Nothing’s the same in my mind

Nothing’s the same when I return

Nothing’s where I want it to be

Everything’s growing anxiety 

My pieces of mind, my peace of mind

The riptide pulls them from me

I could follow them out to sea

I won’t follow them out to sea

I waited too long

I cannot see

Where they are in the sea