The thought of you..

It made me want to laugh, cry, smile, die..
But why? I never wanted to be a bad memory for you
So please.. I beg you please.
Don’t be one for me.
Can't you hear my plead? I beg you, please hear my plead.
Please don't be that one thought in my mind that makes me want to cry.
Out of a hundred thoughts you're the one that made me break down
That made me want you back but wanted you dead at the same time
It was a dream to become friends with you..
But like all dreams, you have to wake up sometimes..
Right? That's what they all say. Since i'm just like everyone else..
I'm sorry, i'm so so sorry.
That I, Kendra. Was your very first bad thought..