Thoughtful

Thoughtful Just want to be left alone For I feel I'm all on my own Trying to put a smile But my face fails me Nothing matters to me anymore But just myself Not even aware if I'm still in the world For my inner self is far from reach Good days are coming!! This saying doesn't make sense to me anymore You will smile at last!! It doesn't seem possible right now Staring at the wall seeking for answers But I'm already in my own dream Million thoughts on my mind Thousand questions yet to be answered Who will I ask? And ready to share my burden with me No one!!! For all is busy with their problems Why am I different? My problem seems unsolved, Guess I'm not of this world Let me take my humble leave A voice came to me instantly, Don't give up yet, As I look back and wonder Maybe I still have hope Sitted helplessly as I reasoned if this was a punishment, For I haven't done anything wrong to deserve all these, Never understood that, Life is only giving me a chance