thoughts

am I really here?

i ask myself all the time.

feels like my life is always on the line.

stress.

thats what i do the most

i kno' it ain't good but sometimes I 

need a smoke.

life drives me crazy.

 But am I really here?

thoughts racing through my mind.

so much work to do

no one to talk too.

 am I really here?

I would call that 1-800 hotline 

but they'll always leave my life hanging on the line.