thoughts

some nights just feel off like something’s wrong but i can’t say what like i’m carrying too much and somehow also nothing at all my head gets loud but not in a way anyone else would hear just the same thoughts over and over until i’m tired of listening i tell myself to stop like it’s that easy like i can just turn it off and be fine but i’m still here sitting with it letting time pass even when it feels slow and maybe that counts for something maybe staying even when i don’t want to is enough for now i don’t have to fix everything i don’t have to be okay i just have to make it through this moment and then the next and the next and the next