Thoughts

All i want is to be happy
But it seems that all i think of is crappy
Because i imagine things that will never be
Yet THAT makes me feel all cool and free.
All i can do is hope i get a chance
That soon she gives me that special glance
So i can finally prove that i'm the guy
That promises to never go and to never lie.
Sadly she goes for all the jerks
That make her heart seem more murk.
But i know that if she chooses me
She'll see what it's like to feel glee.
No longer fearing deception,
Choosing love as her only perception.
As my confidence begins to die
I go from feeling cool to feeling shy
Even though i know she's out of my league
I feel that her heart i can intrigue
But since i wont even get the time of day
In my heart is where she will forever stay