Thoughts

Fresh Air, Good Music, Calm Scene, Chill Mood ....I write to no end...life is to be lived not experienced... I got places to go, things to accomplish, goals to achieve, heights to climb...no time to look back...the pass is over and the future is just beginning...in need of a change, new outlook on life...asking for redirection...no more me and me thinking "you"...press on through struggles and obstacles...don't stray away from God...they turn out how you make them...stay out if mines and receive yours...blessed is what I call it...keep somethings private...as I wait I wonder what you're going to be like...what will you look like...how will we connect...will we even connect...will I love you more then myself...are you who I have been waiting for...grateful for life family love and grace...so much to say...so many questions...time is running out...passion and purpose...don't want to doubt...afraid, anxious, excited, ready or not, confused, worried, preparing...please do leave me too soon...get out if this funk...depression is the devil...I need you into life...please get help...stress cause death, crying for help...I'm good or is that a front...fix me heal me love me mode me make me tell me teach me be there for me...trying to find myself what's the big deal...establishment, determination, ambition, drive, leadership...guild me...revel yourself to me oh Lord...continue to continue...don't envy others...thoughts